All To Myself

Don't patronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep, and I am wide awake
This habit is always so hard to break

I don't want to be the bad guy,
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time, and time's killing you
Every way that I do

Did you say "Please just follow me"
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun, you're like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted, but
I can't keep my filthy f***ing mouth shut

It's not enough, it's never enough
And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck
Can't focus it, but I try it
over and over again

Did you say "Please just follow me"
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like

Did you say "Please just follow me"
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I can't stay with someone else
I'll try and suck it up
I just keep f***ing up
I want you all to myself

Did you say "Please just follow me"
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else!